This past period and everything that happened really changed me.
It made me understand and realize a lot.
I learnt it the hard way. But you never learn without paying a price.
There were so many times I should’ve acted more maturely—maybe we wouldn’t have ended up where we did.
I should’ve shown you — every single day — how much I loved you and how grateful I was to have you by my side. I should’ve made you feel secure, supported, and seen. But I didn’t, and I hate that I made you feel otherwise.You were my greatest blessing, and I took that for granted. That’s my biggest regret. I was so focused on building a future that I neglected the present — you — the most important part of my life.
I miss you more than I can put into words. Not a day passes without thinking of you—our memories, our laughter, our shared life. I still look at our photos every day, remember every detail, and even dream of you. Nothing I’ve done has been able to take you out of my heart. Life without you feels empty, and even the smallest things remind me of us. You were my comfort, my joy, and my home—and I haven’t been able to let go, because no one else could ever take your place.
I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness right away. I’m not asking for anything other than a moment of your time — to read these words with an open heart, to remember what we had, and to know that I’m truly sorry. And that I miss you more than you can imagine.Ican’t lose you. Because if I ever did, I’d have lost my best friend, my soulmate, my smile,my laugh, my everything. Will you be my forever again? If you accept, I’m planning to go for Umrah soon — and I would love for you to be in my company, to begin a new chapter together from the most beautiful of places.
But if your answer is no… if you choose to walk a different path, I’ll respect that — truly. I only hope we won’t be strangers. You mattered too much, meant too deeply, and left too much light in my life for that. If we can’t be what we were, maybe we can still be something kind, something good — even if it’s just friends who once shared something beautiful.
My contacts haven't changed — I’m just one text or call away.
